Off to YF07!

Hi all I'm off to Youth Forum 07. I look forward to sharing some stories when I get back.

Bringing awareness

Last week the Today show did a segment on miscarriage. Below is the link to the article about it and a link to the video. I applaud them for doing this.

http://allday.msnbc.msn.com/archive/2007/05/08/184449.aspx?CommentPosted=true#commentmessage

I'll Never Know

By LisaMarie Emerle

How do I say goodbye ... when I didn't get to say hello?

I want so bad to keep you ... how do I let you go?

I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share

There's nothing I can do ...why is life unfair?

You're my perfect angel...I dreamed you long ago

I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go

The pain and confusion I feel inside

I can not explain...I can not describe

God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep

I will love you in my heart ... it's all I get to keep

you are blessed my child ... you're in heaven up above

You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love

Hush my little baby...you need not ever cry

You were always wanted! I wish you didn't die

You'll be my sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night

Reach for God's hand and go to the light

I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now

Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow

I was blessed to have you briefly...even though I have to let you go

I wish I knew the reason but I guess I'll never know

Mommy's Little Baby
By LisaMarie Emerle

Mommy's little baby is not really far away
I'm keeping you in my heart and that's how it's gonna stay!
Although you didn't meet me and look into my eyes
Mommy will be thinking of you when I look up in the skies
And when I feel the sunshine ... shining down on me
I will know you're safe & happy and where you have to be
I have so many questions and there are no answers to find
But don't think for just a second that you'll ever leave my mind
You my precious angel made a mommy out of me
But our Father up in Heaven chose to raise you instead of me
God must have so much in store and wonderful plans for you
So I will carry this burden of pain so all your dreams come true!
So don't you cry any tears my love - be happy and be free
When God decides it's time....you will meet Daddy and me
You are very special both here and in heaven above
No matter where you are my angel you have Daddy & Mommy's Love!

Mother's Day

Well tomorrow is Mother's Day. As it get's closer, the more I want time to stand still. The more I think of my angel baby RW. I would of been about 5 months pg. About the time where we'd be celebrating. In memory of RW, I had flowers placed in the frount of the sanctuary for all families who have lost children. It tured out beautiful. I know the flower shop went above and beyond the cost they quoted me.

So to all my friends out there who have angel babies and living children HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

Facebook is destorying Blogging!

Does anyone blog anymore now that we are on face book ALL THE TIME????? I'm trying to get over here and let you know what's going on. I went back to work at the church this week. So far so good. Everyone is being supportive. Mind you I havn't seen the staff member I have an issue with. We'll just take it one day at a time.